Stefanie Allison, known to A Word with You Press as the elusively named star5fallonmyheart, offers you a poem for A Word with You Writer’s Showcase about the ties that bind, and the family history that defines us (whether we’re conscious of it or not).  Where do you come from?  What lands, what cultures, what conflicts, what traditions, what individuals and what twists of fate collided to create the lineage that has become distinctly and individually you? Might you have an affinity for these things, hidden in the complex genetic recesses of your mind and your body, your likes and dislikes, your attitudes and aptitudes?  Maybe the answer is just a click away.

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Researching the Family Name

No, I don’t look Filipino

Maybe you can guess I’m white

If you know my dad’s face

It all comes together

With a few clicks

And a promise

Of a virus scan

It doesn’t give you world history

Just the snipped portion of the portrait all about

Your lengthy, coiled, knotted bloodline

Poetry runs deep

In the fields

In the Basque

Ugalde family

Maybe far back

I have Andalusian blood

That survived after Lorca’s was spilled

Overrun by Moors

They swam across the sea

To own what they lost

To give us their name

When the beaten

Becomes the beater

Humanity has a short memory

Though they took

Your freedom

You now have

This identity

For better or for worse

You are what you are

And for that, I am alive

It is now

Our identity

Of the rich names

And rich words

The poetry of a land

Of its free fields and spicy soil

Flows through our name and my blood

Smooth my hair

Pin the rose

I will down the Flamenco dress

And dance to the Spanish guitars

As I watch the red flow of my gown

I am captivated by the river of my blood

Enticing me to be immersed

I will swim and be carried away

By the rushing water

To the ocean

Leading me back to me

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Thank you, Stefanie!  Readers, please leave your insights and feedback about this poem-in-progress in the Comments box below.

 
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spykergyrl

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  • Derek

    I love the rhythm of the language; I could almost hear guitars playing in the background!

  • Rachel

    I particularly liked the lines, “I will down the Flamenco dress /And dance to the Spanish guitars/ As I watch the red flow of my gown/ I am captivated by the river of my blood.” Very moving and visually striking.

  • spykergyrl

    This makes me want tapas.

  • Star5fallonmyheart

    *dances around in a Flamenco dress with a lumpia in one hand, Scottish bag pipes in the other hand, and a Czech cheese sandwich in mouth*

    There's more but I wasn't sure if I could balance Welsh cakes, a pot o'gold, or lederhosen on top of all that

  • http://profiles.yahoo.com/u/S4YN7HJTPBRVFTTUVXQTCBELQE Suzanne

    I love the rythmn of the Language in the poem, too. It is a whimsical way to find out your Lineage. Let's see…I have Welsh, German, and English in the blood, not to mention some Native American, believe it or not. Good job, Stefanie!

  • Peggy R. Dobbs

    Steph, “a snipped portrait all about your lengthy, coiled, knotted bloodline”. I wonder how many of us ever think back beyond our great grandparents and realize the enormous gene pool from which we come. You obviously do, as you expressed in the line I quoted and “I am captivated by the river of my blood”. Great imagery!

  • Star5fallonmyheart

    Thank you guys for commenting on my poetry =) I'm relatively new at this (I've only been doing this for roughly a year as opposed to writing short stories for over 10) so be firm but gentle!

  • Star5fallonmyheart

    Thank you =) I wish I knew my great-grandparents. Or knew more about them. I know very little about my great-grandpa and grandma Allison and even less about my great-grandpa and grandma Labik (paternal grandmother's maiden name). The little I know about my grandpa's parents isn't completely flattering and the only thing I know about my great-grandpa Labik is that his name is on Ellis Island.

  • Star5fallonmyheart

    Isn't it grand being mixed? =) What tribe are you from?

  • Star5fallonmyheart

    What are tapas?

  • Star5fallonmyheart

    O.O I don't know if you realized, but you pointed out I have a typo…it's supposed to be “dawn” not “down”…That's why I love you people =D

  • Star5fallonmyheart

    Funny…guitars from one of my favorite movies helped inspire this poem =D

  • spykergyrl

    Delectable little appetizers. They originated in Spain, in Andalusia (so
    the story goes). But you can read this fascinating history here:
    en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tapas

  • Russellshor

    I love it when people can celebrate their heritages without denigrating others…especially so beautifully as you have

  • http://profiles.yahoo.com/u/S4YN7HJTPBRVFTTUVXQTCBELQE Suzanne

    I am related to the Sioux, or as the Native Americans refer to the Tribe, as Lakota.

  • Star5fallonmyheart

    Ah, the “Dances with Wolves” tribe =)

  • spykergyrl

    And which movie would that be?

  • Star5fallonmyheart

    “Little Ashes”. My husband (Robert Pattinson) is in it. It examines and speculates on the mysterious relationship between Federico Garcia Lorca (played by Javier Beltran) and Salvador Dali (Pattinson). This is my favorite movie that Robert did. The music in it is overwhelmingly beautiful. That's part of what got me speculating on the notes that make up the song of my life <3

  • spykergyrl

    you're married?

  • Star5fallonmyheart

    Yeah, but Robert doesn't remember our wedding ^_~

  • spykergyrl

    Oh. THAT kind of marriage.